This past weekend my family and I decided to take a mini vacation and we headed to The Great Wolf Lodge. It was a much needed break, my family has been thru a lot these past 2 weeks. The girls had a blast (and daddy too) going on all of the water slides and the wave pool. It was nice to see everyone smiling again. If you ever have the chance to go I would highly recommend it, especially if you have kids! Even I had fun, I didnt cry the whole time we were there, but when we got home I broke down as soon as we walked in the door. Its hard coming home, there are so many memories and reminders or being pregnant. I dont know how to explain it, its the little things that will trigger a memory and one minute Im fine and smiling and the next I am in the bathroom sobbing. I guess it is something I have to get used to. Yesterday both Dave and I had bad days coping with everything. He came home angry with God, and I was just sad most of the day. I am so thankful for my girls on days like that, they make me smile and laugh even when I dont think I can, or even want to.
Last night Abigail had her "3 little pigs play" which was very cute and all the kindergartners did a fabulous job. Abby was a little wolf and she looked so cute with her wolf ears and painted black nose. It was nice to get out of the house and do something different. When I am still,especially at night,, is when its the hardest. I was worried about going up to the school because I do not want to talk about what happened yet to anyone. Im still not ready, and Im scared if someone asks me something that I might break down and cry. Thankfully I only saw a few people I know and no one said anything. So I let myself relax and enjoy watching my little wolf. These next 2 weeks are going to be very busy at school for the girls and that is a blessing. I like busy these days, the busy days are the easiest!
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